Archive for December, 2005

Letih + Tegar = Balik

Thursday, December 29th, 2005

Mlm ni aku balik KB sampai hari Isnin… Cuti menenangkan otak yg sudah LETIH ini… Cuti untuk preparation next week yang pasti diisi dengan FYP presentation, Cryptography programming assignment & presentation. Harap2 jugak timing tido aku kembali normal selepas hampir 2 minggu aku tak leh tido awal.. Asyik tido kul 5 jer .. Huwarrghhhh!!!! :((

.:: Orang Gila Disambar Petir ::.

Monday, December 26th, 2005

Suatu petang yang damai, kelihatan sepasang couple sedang bertelingkah di sebuah taman bunga. Masing-masing tidak mahu mengalah, malah menunjukkan belang masing-masing. Dari tone suara bernada rendah, lama-kelamaan kedengaran makin tinggi. Akhirnya sang teruna tidak dapat mengawal kemarahannya, lalu memberi tamparan sulung ke pipi sang dara. Sang dara jatuh terkulai. Sang teruna terasa bersalah, menyesal. Dia cuba membangunkan sang dara tapi ditepis. Air mata sang dara berderai, dia terus lari meninggalkan sang teruna di belakang. Sang teruna mengejar sang dara. Tatkala itu, cuaca mendung dengan tiba-tiba. Hujan sudah mula merintik. Sang dara terus berlari dan berlari, sehingga melintasi sebuah padang.. Tiba-tiba.. PRANGGGG!!!! Kuat sungguh petir memekik. Sedar tak sedar sang dara telah disambar….

"Daraaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" jerit sang teruna. Dia seperti hilang akal lalu mendapatkan sang dara. Kulit sang dara kelihatan terbakar. Badannya bergetar-getar.. Ngee..ngee… Sudah terlambat, sang dara telah pergi buat selama-lamanya….

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Di pusara…

Kelihatan sang teruna terduduk penuh kekesalan di sebelah pusara sang dara. Air mata jantannya terus menitis. Cuaca kelihatan mendung seperti hatinya.

"Maafkan Teruna, Dara.. Teruna menyesal…" bisik sang teruna di dalam hati. Air matanya terus mengalir. Tiba-tiba sang teruna memekik dengan geramnya.

"Aku cabar kau petir!!!! Kenapa kau ragut nyawa Dara!!! Kau patut ragut nyawa aku!!!!!!!!!!"

PRAAANGGGGG!!!! Tanpa berlengah lagi, sang teruna pula disambar. Sang teruna jatuh terkulai… Ngee…ngeee….

-Tamat-

Moral: Tiada :-p

p/s: Cerita ini adalah rekaan semata-mata.. Tiada kaitan dengan yang hidup mahupun yang mati… =))

.:: Persona ::.

Friday, December 23rd, 2005

Dia

A quiet simple man who can do something unexpected to shock you. Taurus man
mostly medium tall, strong with good health, good strong body. When he talks, he likes to turn his head to one side on one direction. His body will be quite straight, facial structure tend to be square shape more than other shape. His eyes sparkle with liveliness.

Even when he is in love, he is still a free wild bird. He is a sand in your palm, the more you want to hold it, it will slip out. If you stand and hold it still, it will stay that way. Don’t set the rules and draw a line for him, he will not stay.

When you are with him, he will think only of you. But an hour later he could
change his mind. He is very patient with other people, but very impatient with himself. His world always turning and it will not stop just because he loves you. If he up sets, he will show it right away. If something has gone wrong, he will blame his own carelessness instead of blaming other people.

He sincere to his friends even to some friends he does not like. He likes to do odd things and surprise other people. He could be fully dress in a nice suit and jump in the pool. He could slap your back so hard just to make you turn around to see he has flowers in his hand. He never want to get too close with anyone for he thinks living in reality is living by yourself.

He does not care what people think when he behave weird. He could be walking bare feet and laughing at people who laugh at him and think they are so narrow minded. He does not likes to follow conformity, but always want to search for new ventures, new mystery. He will interest in a life of a millionaire as much as a life of an old man selling newspaper on a sidewalk vendor.

He like to search and analyze people and things. He will analyze his friends or his girl friend, and once the mystery is gone, he will search for new puzzle to solve. He can not easily understand thing, so he will gradually learning about you till he fills up all his questions.

He knows so many people ,but he has a few friends. He looks for quality friends than quantity friends. He will be close with some friends shortly and move on. He always feel lonely even surround by many people. He could create his own little world, and sometimes no one would understand him. He looks only for future and he thinks he lives for the future. He may wonder how many people think like he does, but he does not want to be like the others.

A man with a conflict personality. He is a cool, understanding, able to work well, and very artistic. Taurus man could be an artist. He could shock you as much as he is able to clam you down when you up set. He is a free spirit who likes venture, but when he wants to be alone, do not touch him but to let him be. He won’t disappear from the crowds too long, he will be back.

He will give you straight forward opinion or comments, but will never advice what he thinks you should do. He does not like people to tell him what he should do too. He thinks each individual dreams and thoughts should be very private. He will use his brain not his body strength, so he will let other guys compete. He has a certain satisfactory in life and hate to force himself in competition. He may seems careless, but actually he is a thinker and a stubborn one.

He sees anythings in details and not easily trusted people till he thinks he knows them well. You can just smile and he will think why and what are you smiling about, and if you are pretending. Once he trust you and accept you as a friend, no one can says other wise to change that for he will not listen to gossip. He will be honest and sincere to his friends.

He hates lies, so he will not tell you lies. If he finds it is necessary to lie, he will find other ways not to tell you or avoid telling you anything. If he really has to lie, you will never be able to tell that he is lying. He can really keep secrets, so you will hardly know that he is a lonely soul.

If you want this kind of guy, you have to be an interesting person. He has to be curious about you. Hell for him is "No Freedom", so if he marry you then you should know it is the biggest decision in his life. Always be interesting, then you could have him beside you.

Saya

Libra woman mostly has an egg oval facial shape. She has a nice smooth skin
and a good figure. She will spent so much efforts to keep her skin clean and
pretty. She can be easily allergy to cosmetic and make up, but taken care of her face and avoid wrinkle is her hobby. She is good at it and tend to look
younger than her age.

She can be very naughty like a little boy, but yet fully 100% woman. She looks nice in either Jean or night gown. She thinks woman is equal to man. Sometimes she can think faster than you, but she will not leave you far behind. She will try not to make you feel like you are competed or defeated in any games she plays with you even she is winning.

She is a little flirt even she has no idea what she wants. She can not decide what to do, and what not to do, so she can not set her schedule very well in all cases.

She is gifted with how to dress, and how to match her dress. She likes to
dress in black and wear perfume. She likes a mild flowery scent.

In any argument, she can really argue. She can argue for hours, and mostly win the argument. If it is not a serious argument, she could argue and once a while give you a smile also. She will make a good politician, because she
can tell which party will win the election.

She always has a good reasons ,even she likes to contradict herself. She can not decide what is right and wrong for her, because everything has a good side and a bad side. Woman in other Zodiac might not care what other people think, but Libra woman care what other people ,or what you feel as much as her own feeling.

She can adjust to her environment very well, so at work she will be at the ladder up. She likes team work in doing things. If you ask her for help or advice, she will help you except if she does not like your guts. She can change you and make you think you change by yourself without her influence.

Good side of being with Libra woman are she never interfere with your privacy. She will not make you loose face in front of your friends. Even she cares about how much money she has left his her bank account, she will never forget to let you know how much she cares for you.

She think taken care of the house is a woman job and she can do it well. But if you expect a Libra woman to fear you, then you are wrong. She is a strong
woman even she looks at you with that sweet innocent pairs of baby’s looks and may loose you (let you win) in a few poker games.

If she is the one you are after, then go step by step. The best way is using her friends introducing you to her. Do not make her feel or treat her like a bubble head. You have to move forward toward her with confident and secure. Show her that you are a kind , polite and a real gentleman. Be a slow hand or else you might get smack!

p/s: Muahahahah… Seswai tak?? =))

Sedarkah Anda? ;-)

Tuesday, December 20th, 2005

Assalaamualaikum & Hello semua…

Hari ni sedar tak sedar dah 20 Disember, 12 hari lagi dah nak masuk tahun baru. Sedarkah anda? heheheh… Selalunya bila time kita tak sedar tu lah, masa sebenarnya cepat berjalan dari yang kita fikirkan. Erm.. Aku pun rasa cam baru jer masuk tahun 2005, dah sampai hujung tahun. Sedar tak sedar, sem ni pun dah nak sampai ke penghujungnya…huwarrghhh!!! Memang cepat betul. Bar list pun dah kuar, alhamdulillah aku tak di’listed’kan..hehehe… :-p

Hari ni aku nak cakap pasal ‘kesedaran’. Kalo korang sedarlah kan, selalunya kita akan ‘tersedar’ bila something yang kita tak pernah terfikir tu jadi. So by that time, barulah kita cuba analisis balik satu2 keadaan tu. Erm…well, dah jadi fitrah manusia.. Bak kata pepatah, "Dah terhantuk, baru tergadah.." ;-) Apapun, kita semua tak dpt lari dari kesalahan. Tak der org yg sempurna kat dunia ni kecuali Rasulullah SAW tul dak? So, membuat kesalahan ada normal tapi make sure kita tak buat kesalahan yg sama byk kali..

Apa yg aku try nak kongsi kat sini ialah pengalaman ‘kesedaran’ aku ni..hehehhe.. Tapi, perihal aku ni unik sket sebab kesedaran aku ni melibatkan tak lain tak bukan…LAPTOP kesayangan ku…hehehehe… Lepas2 laptop aku dihantar servis hari tu, aku mula menyedarkan diri aku tentang kepentingan laptop dalam hidup aku.. Oleh sebab aku sudah bersama dengan laptopku sejak mula2 masuk MMU dulu, jadi rasa sayang aku pada laptop aku tak dpt disangkalkan lg..hehehhe.. :-p Dan disebabkan sayang itu jugalah, aku sangat2 berusaha untuk mengembalikan keadaan laptopku ke keadaan asalnya.. Alhamdulillah selepas 3 minggu berhempas-pulas akhirnya laptopku telah pulih… =)) Kalau korang nak tahu, sepanjang laptop aku berada di service center, aku telah mendekatkan diri dengan User’s Guide Book laptop aku yg amat jarang skali aku baca..hahahah… Tapi tu lah kan, cam aku cakap tadi..kalau benda tak jadi, aku rasa sampai aku grad pun belum tentu aku baca benda alah tu :-p Oklah, nak dijadikan cerita selepas aku go through baca buku tu, baru aku sedar yg laptop aku ni ada Audio DJ feature. Apakah Audio DJ feature? Mengikut kata buku tu,

"The Audio DJ feature allows you to control the  playback of music CD’s even with the computer turned off, and launches the Windows Media Player for audio playback".

Maka selepas itu, aku pun menjalankan eksperimen ke atas laptop ku dengan memasukkan CD ke dlm cd-drive dan mengikut every steps dlm buku user’s guide tu. Then, aku tekan butang ‘play’ kat laptop aku ni.. Outcome dia? Wahh… laptop aku buleh jadi CD-Player rupanya…hahahahha.. =)) Tiba-tiba aku rasa berbangga dengan laptop aku & bertambah2 lagi laa sayang aku kat dia.. :-p Maknanya, dengan adanya Audio DJ ni, aku tak payahlaa masuk windows nak dgr lagu dari CD.. Maka aku pun baru tersedar dengan kewujudan butang-butang ‘mode, forward, rewind, play/pause & stop’ kat laptop aku ni…wakakkaka… :-p apa daaa…

So, moral of story utk hari ni ialah kalau anda sayangkan sesuatu, kajilah habis-habis pasal dirinya especially keistimewaan dia… Nasib baik laptop aku tak reti bercakap, kalo tak mesti dia merajuk ngan aku…muahhahah… :-p Itu laptop, tapi kalau manusia? Renung-renungkan lah…heheheh… ;-) Semoga dapat pedoman…

Ciows….

.:: Husband & Wife ::.

Sunday, December 18th, 2005

A couple drove down a country road for several miles, not saying a word.
An earlier discussion had led to an argument and neither of them
wanted to concede their position.
As they passed a barnyard of mules, goats, and pigs, the husband
asked sarcastically, "Relatives of yours?"
Yep," the wife replied, "in-laws."

———————-
A husband read an article to his wife about how many words women
use a day… 30,000 to a man’s 15,000.
The wife replied, "The reason has to be because we have to repeat
everything to men…

The husband then turned to his wife and asked, "What?"

———————
A man said to his wife one day, "I don’t know how you can be so
stupid and so beautiful all at the same time."

The wife responded, "Allow me to explain. God made me beautiful so you
would be attracted to me; God made me stupid so I would be attracted to
you!

———————
Husband and wife were in the midst of a violent quarrel, and
hubby was losing his temper. "Be careful," he said to his wife.
"You will bring out the animal in me."

"So what?" his wife shot back. "Who is afraid of a mouse?"

-The End-

p/s: Hahhahahhaha…. =))

.:: Kembali Bersama ::.

Saturday, December 17th, 2005

Kembali Bersama - Kaer

Saat pertemuan itu
Menghadirkan keindahan
Menafikan hakikat sebuah perpisahan
Bila
Senyuman manis bertemu
Bicara kan terganggu
Renunganmu dipaut pepohonan kerinduan yang dulu

KORUS
Mengapa harus resah tika bertemu
Sedangkan dulu kau tetap pilihanku
Seperti mimpi dirimu muncul kini
Namun segalanya tersurat buat kita
Tetap bersama

Sejak tidak melihatmu
Hidupku serba keliru
Harapanku hanya wujud dalam bayangan
Oh bila
Senyuman manis bertemu
Bicara kan terganggu
Renunganmu dipaut pepohonan kerinduan yang dulu

ulang KORUS
Sekiranya dulu
Kau masih disampingku
Impian kasih berbunga mekar dihatiku
Ku harapkan kau kembali bersama diriku
Tak ku duga kau menjelmakan diri
Kasih

Seperti mimpi dirimu muncul kini
Namun segalanya tersurat buat kita
Tetap bersama
Segalanya tersurat buat kita
Tetap bersama

p/s: I love this beautiful song… Both its melody & lyrics are very meaningful… Hiu….;-)

.:: Encryption & Decryption ::.

Saturday, December 17th, 2005

A’kum & Holaaa…

Malam tadi aku exam Cryptography & Data Security…Huhuhu…tak pasal jer aku jadi hackers dok decrypt msg..hehehhe… Dua jam otak aku ligat tak rehat seh… Walla, mid-term test pun cam final… 8-} Tapi apa yg pasti, bukan setakat aku yg terkebil-kebil kat xm hall tadi, malah students data comm yg lain jugak..wakakka… Apapun, marilah kita sama-sama doakan ke’bahagiaan’ paper kita… :-p

Lepas2 test tadi, aku balik umah & ngadap laptop terchenta ni. Alhamdulillah laptop aku dah kembali ke bentuk asal selepas terpaksa melalui beberapa pemeringkatan & pergaduhan..huhuhu… 8-| Aku malas nak stori kat sini sebab janji laptop aku dah ok skrang & aku pun dah mula leh slow down sket… Kalo tak dok tension jer 2/3 minggu ni..

Ok, back to work. Sambil aku ngadap laptop ni, aku pun dl laa lagu2 kat jiwang.org … Salah satu lagu yg aku dl was dari 4U2C punya 1st album - Darling I Love You… Wakakka… Sori, bukan sebab aku jiwang tapi aku teringat zaman kanak-kanak aku dulu bila dgr lagu tu. Aku still ingat lagi betapa fanatiknya aku & mak2 sedara aku kat 4U2C…hahahah.. Kalo nak kira masa tu aku baru darjah 2 kot. Then disebabkan 4U2C jugaklaa aku belajar beli kaset utk julung2 kalinya..:-p I really missed those times… Dlm 4U2C aku minat Adeq & Rinz kot.. Dulu masa mula2 4U2C wujud memang best gila, tapi start jadi tak best bila Adeq kuar dari 4U2C. Then start situ jugak byk rappers group lain cam KRU & Nico lak muncul. Erm..biasalaa…org cakap bila cepat naik, cepatlaa jatuh tul dak? ;-) Dah lumrah kot…

Anyway, cakap pasal Darling I love You punya lagu tu, dulu masa aku minat 4U2C aku tak suka sgt lagu tu. Why? Ntahlaa, maybe rasa lagu tu ada sense of ‘mengada-ada’ kot.. Bila dengar lagu tu dulu mula laa rasa blushing.. Yerlaa, masa tu umur aku baru 8 tahun dohhh…mana biasa dengar lagu jiwang2 karat nih… Rasa lain macam jaa…hahahahah… Tapi skrang bila ingat2 balik, rasa lawak gila jer…  =)) Satu lagi lagu favourite aku I Miss You dari 2nd album diorang. Lagu tu memang menusuk kalbu sehh… Ada aura dia sendiri… Dengar intro dia pun dah leh rasa melayang…(naper aku sgt berperasaan ni?? :-p) ntahlaa, agaknya aku ni rindu kat zaman kanak2 aku dulu… Rindu sgt… Masa tu tak pk pun pasal masa depan cam skrang ni.. And masa tu tak der pun nak serabut2 cam skrang ni… Erm.. Kalaulah aku ada mesin cahaya masa…. :-p

Hehhe…oklaa, that’s all leh mengarut utk malam ni..eh..dah kul 3.30 pagi sehh… Wallaaa….naper aku sgt susah nak tido awal sejak akhir2 ni??? Doraemonnnn….di manakah kau??? 8-)

.:: Dialog ::.

Thursday, December 15th, 2005

Di suatu petang….

Pemudi : Kita paling tak suka time petang-petang macam ni…

Pemuda: Hmm…?

Pemudi : Especially dengan kamu…

Pemuda buat-buat merajuk dan melarikan diri. Tetapi kemudian dia kembali menghadap Pemudi sambil tersenyum.

Pemudi : Hehehe… Bukan, maksud kita tak suka suasana macam ni bila fikirkan esok keadaan dah tak macam ni…

Air mata Pemudi bertakung. Tak tahu kenapa sukar untuk dia mengawal emosi. Mungkin hormonnya turun naik sejak akhir-akhir ni…

Pemuda: Jangan menangis ok? InsyaAllah ada masa kita turun lagi ek..

Pemuda cuba memujuk. Tapi air mata Pemudi makin laju berderai, semakin teresak-esak.

Pemuda: Syhhh…syhh… Jangan menangis dah ek? Wan Safra Diyana yang kita kenal sorang yang kuat semangat.. Dia jarang putus asa…

Pemuda cuba memujuk lagi. Kata-katanya menusuk hati Pemudi. Pemudi mendongak melihat mata Pemuda. Pemudi masih membisu. Terlalu sebak untuk berbicara. Pemuda membantu mengesat air matanya.

Pemuda: Janji dengan kita jangan nangis dah ek. Kalau kamu sedih, kamu dah rugi satu hari… Esok kita kena happy2 ok?

Pemudi cuba tersenyum, tapi masih sukar untuk dia menahan runtun di jiwanya. Kenapa begitu sukar? Sangat jarang dia menangis di depan org walaupun ahli keluarganya, tapi di hadapan Pemuda kelihatan sangat mudah, dan…rapuh. Mungkin Pemudi sudah letih, letih dengan pembawakan wataknya yang kelihatan sangat bersemangat dan penuh keyakinan. Tapi kali ini semuanya bagai topeng. Diri sebenarnya telah dikupas. Apapun, selagi terdaya selagi itu dia akan bangkit dan berhadapan dengan semua masalahnya satu persatu… InsyaAllah!!

-Tamat-

p/s: Sebak yang tersepit antara rindu dan ketabahan berbeza dengan sebak ketika sedih dan kehilangan…

Jangan Jadi Badut…

Wednesday, December 14th, 2005

Warkah buat kalian….

Jangan jadi badut,
Muka nampak gembira
Tapi hati lain bicara…

Jangan jadi badut,
Ketawa dibuat-buat
Tapi pemikiran tersekat-sekat…

Jangan jadi badut,
Berlagak macam ok
Tapi actually what can I say…

Jangan jadi badut,
Luar nampak lembut
Dalam macam biskut…

Jangan jadi badut,
Dah tahu mawar berduri
Tapi still nak petik lagi…

Jangan jadi badut,
Konon gila bayang
Tapi fikiran melayang-layang…

Jangan jadi badut,
Kata ada prinsip
Tapi tup-tup terkelip-kelip…

Jangan jadi badut,
Rasa macam tough
Tapi sebenarnya…maaf!…

Jangan jadi badut,
Otak tak kusut
Jiwa tak serabut…

Hakcipta terpelihara ®

Tak paham….

Wednesday, December 7th, 2005

Kenapa bila aku kat Melaka rasa nak balik Kelantan, tapi bila dah kat Kelantan rasa nak balik Melaka? :-/